ouch

After a couple months of persistent pelvic pain, I finally got to a doctor. Much to my dismay, the doctor could not give a diagnosis or any advice as how to relieve the pain. However, I was told that my uterus is enlarged and I have to go back next week for an ultrasound to look for possible tumors.

Needless to say I am feeling a little scared and unsure and hope that a. it isn't cancer and b. whatever it is (if anything) it can be taken care of and leave my reproductive organs in tact.

I had a rough weekend, left alone, with my mind racing, unable to sleep and feeling quite ill. I am not in the best of spirits, but am trying to stay busy. I am feeling a little lonely these days.

Prayers and love appreciated.