i read robin's blog and it told me i had to do a meme

What were you doing 10 years ago?
I was in Manchester, England trying to repair a very broken relationship. It was all my fault. I was stupid and very heartbroken. However, we love, live and learn.....I can't believe it was 10 years ago. Crikey. On February 13/14, I may have actually been in Liverpool drinking on Matthew Street. *sigh*

What were you doing 1 year ago?
I was in the middle of the most intense depression I have ever known. Last winter was just unbearable. I was stuck in a job I hated, felt my life had no meaning and that I had no future. I thought all of my college education was a waste. I was lonely and lacking support beyond my husband. At least I sought therapy and got my life back on track. I didn't like laying on the floor of the shower crying every night.....my husband wasn't too keen on it either. Bless him.....what a trooper.

Five snacks you enjoy:

1. chocolate, duh.
   
2. decaf grande nonfat nowhip white mocha
   
3. Raisin Bran
   
4. movie popcorn
   
5. Taco Bell
   

Five songs that you know all the lyrics to:

1. pick any Smiths song
2. Guns of Brixton - The Clash
3. The Game - Echo and the Bunnymen
4. The Way You Look Tonight - Frank Sinatra
5. Cocaine Blues - Johnny Cash
   

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire:

1. leave Chicago
   
2. buy a house - preferably a small farmhouse on enough land for some animals and a garden
   
3. give a lot of it away
4. open a holistic counseling and/or retreat center for women who have been abused and/or assaulted
   
5. travel (Peru, Italy, Cuba, Afghanistan, Latvia, Russia, Argentina)
   

Five bad habits:

1. procrastinating
2. snacking
3. social anxiety
   
4. starbucks
   
5. buying too many books
   

Five things you like doing:

1. hey! my mother in law reads this! *blush*
   
2. reading
3. knitting
4. playing violin
5. spending time with family and friends
   

Five things you would never wear again:

1. Esprit sleeveless sweatshirts
   
2. jelly shoes
   
3. neon green clothing
   
4. ill-fitting brassieres
5. polyester (I wish)
   

Five favorite toys:

1. MacBook
2. knitting needles
3. iPod
4. violin
   
5. Guitar Hero
   

If you’re reading this, consider yourself tagged.